Since I've Been Gone
I always want to keep it real with my customers and clients (and anyone else reading this.) So I've decided to share this raw story with you.
Over the course of Q1 and Q2 of 2018, I transformed Wellness A to Zia from physical health to spiritual health. The deeper I got into this realm, the more intuitive (and even a little bit psychic) I got. I became better and better at picking out the perfect crystals for people I had never met. I got really good at reading Tarot cards and receiving what I call "downloads" from people's spirit guides and delivering the messages. I was vibing super high, and by Q3, business was booming. I was ecstatic and stressed out all at the same time.
You see, when your 6th sense becomes extremely heightened and tapped in, it's harder to handle extreme stimulation around you. The Meena of 2017 would have been riding that adrenaline high- fulfilling orders, answering emails, multi-tasking like a mad woman. The Meena of 2018, the woke energy reading empath, wasn't ready for the demand. It was all I could do to keep my head above water. I was crazy sensitive to the added stress and I just shut down.
I was in a tough spot. I know with absolute certainty that helping people heal themselves with crystals is my soul mission. It's my reason for living, my purpose for existing. I've never been more sure of anything in my whole life. So why couldn't I handle it? I laid low so I could figure this shit out.
Finally I came to the conclusion that I need to get over my fear of asking for help and leaning on others. I just can't do it alone. I hired someone to write content for me, I hired an assistant to help fill orders, and I'm allowing myself to slow down and take days off when I need them. I'm happy to say I'm back and better than ever. I sincerely hope that no one out there lost faith in me during my hiatus. If you did, come on back- I promise it'll be worth it.
To my clients, customers, friends, family and anyone else who needs help: I may bring down my speed a little bit from time to time, but I will never give up on you. I will always fight for you. I will always do anything in my power to be there for you because I know how it feels to suffer. I know how it feels to drown in the makings of your own mind. And because I live it, I know how to help get through it, so let's do it together.